22 January 2018
- Last edited 22 January 2018
I've been thinking a bit about that. About Barry. And them bros on Saintsweb that are bit similar like Glasgow, or dear old Alpine Saint. I've been thinking... what do they want from me?
Sometimes, when I'm feeling miserable about something I like to tell people, and honestly it's cos I want them to tell me it's gonna be ok and make me feel better. I don't think that's what Barry wants tho, honest I don't. I've tried sometimes, to point out where he's going wrong, or explain why it might be ok. We all have! He don't want to hear it. Sometimes it makes him quite angry
And then sometimes we fight with him and call him names. Surely he don't want that? Why would anyone want that? I mean, if he does, maybe he can just mention and then we can Carry On, but I've got another idea right...
Maybe, when Barry says he's miserable, it's cos he wants you to feel miserable too. Sounds kooky, but I really think that might be it. Why don't we try it for a bit? In future, when Barry says he's very sad and everything is terrible, we could all just like... agree. Say that we're v.sad too, and we can't see a way out. It's just doomed and awful and will never get any better. Maybe talk about Killing Ourselves (but don't actually go through with it pls).
I know it's a nuisance, but I really think it will be an interest experiment. Let's try it, please. For Barry.